Showing posts with label Stay at home mom. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Stay at home mom. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Feeling a bit blue...

Hey everyone :) I hope you're having a good day... me.. well, it could be better. I try not to blog about too much personal stuff, but I'm feeling really crappy today and I need to vent! I hope you aren't too turned off by my complainey-ness.

I am currently on Maternity leave, and in Canada we get one year's paid time off from work to stay home with our new babies. My mat. leave will be up in April, and lately thoughts about what I'm going to do when it runs out have been creeping into my head. The wages here are very low, I think that if I worked full time it wouldn't even be worth it with the cost of child care, etc. Plus, we have only one vehicle and with two people needing to get to work that could get tricky. When we lived in Calgary Matt always worked downtown so he used public transit - unfortunately the public transit here *sucks*. The other option is working part time in the evenings, which would be OK I guess, but it means I wouldn't get to see my Husband much and the very little "me" time that I have would dwindle to pretty much nonexistant.

So, I'm frustrated. I do have an etsy shop, but the profits are very low, especially considering the time that I put into it. I wish I could say that it was a business, but right now I guess it is 'just for fun'. I can't seem to come up with any other viable work-from-home type ideas. I am just getting discouraged and sad about everything..

Anyways.. I'm just not sure about what's going to happen - none of the options look good :( I am worried for the future.. I really need to not let negative thoughts in, but lately it has been so hard to keep them at bay. If any of you have been in this situation or a similar situation and have any words of encouragement, I would really appreciate them.

On a positive note - I was featured on Cuteable today!! :) check it out:



This really helped to get a smile on my face today, at least for a while. I have been hoping to be featured on cuteable for a long time! yay!